No Pam McCartney
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Pam šeit...mans GROWLS ziņojums no pirmdienas, 2022. gada 18. jūlija.
19:36 saņēmu zvanu, ka atrasts beigts nepieaudzis ērglis (adrese slēpta privātuma dēļ). Es lūdzu nepieskarties ķermenim, gadījumā, ja putnu gripa . ...Es teicu, ka tūlīt būšu klāt, jo tas ir netālu no manis, un viņa ir arī mana kaimiņiene. Mana pirmā doma bija "Juniors".
Kad es ierados, viņa bija kopā ar ērgli un jau bija sapratusi, ka to ir skārusi elektrība. Guļ nedzīvs zem elektrovadiem, zem neliela transformatora un ar apdeguma brūci zem spārna. Brīdī, kad ieraudzīju šo jauko jauno ērgli, es sapratu, ka tas ir mūsu ērglis… šī krāšņā būtne, kuru mēs nepārtraukti vērojām kā olu, pirmajā dienā ieraudzījām mazo, ļodzīgo, izspūrušo galviņu, pēc tam otru, kuru vecāki pārtrauca barot ... šī nāve man bija neticami sirdi plosoša, un tajā laikā tik daudz bija ieguldīts šajā ģimenē. ..Es pārtraucu skatīties uz nedēļu, jo bija pārāk grūti pieņemt, ka dabai ir sava notikumu gaita. Es saslimu un paliku gultā, un tu biji manā prātā, tāpēc es atkal sāku vērot tavu jauko dzīvi... tad ligzdā ienāca dzīvs medījums. Ak, es nevarēju skatīties, kas notiek, un nevarēju beigt skatīties. Mana sirds auļoja, es kliedzu uz mammu, es tik ļoti baidījos, ka tu darīsi to, kas tev ir dabiski, un nogalināsi to mazo pūkgalviņu, bet tu to neizdarīji. Jūs pieņēmāt viņu savā lielākajā saimē, un jums tas patika. Tu viņu iemīlēji jau no paša sākuma, es to jutu. Tad mamma iemīlēja un neilgi pēc tam tētis. Jūs četri veidojāt visjaukāko jaukto ģimeni, un es biju ļoti priecīga, redzot šo (mums) maģisko notikumu norisināmies mūsu acu priekšā. Kā mums paveicās...kāda dāvana. Pateicos par katru mirkli, ko es pavadīju kopā ar jums. Man ļoti žēl, ka jūs atgādinājāt par to, kā cilvēka negatīvā ietekme vistraģiskākajā veidā ietekmē savvaļas dabu. Man žēl, ka jūsu skaistā dzīve tika atņemta tik nevajadzīgi, kamēr jūs mācījāties lidot brīvi... tas ir tik negodīgi.
Man ir tik ļoti žēl.
Pam here...my GROWLS report from Monday July 18, 2022.
At 7:36 pm I received a call that there was a dead juvenile eagle on (address hidden for privacy). I asked her to make sure to not touch the body in the event of avian flu. She said she was also worried about that but was going to wait for me to arrive. I told her I would be right over as it is just up the street from me and she is also a neighbour of mine. My first thought was "Junior". When I arrived, she was with the eagle and had already figured out he was electrocuted. Lying lifeless under the hydro wires,
under a small transformer and with the noticeable exit burn under his wing. The moment I saw that sweet young eagle I knew it was our Eaglet…that gorgeous being we continuously watched as an egg,
The first day we saw the little wobbly fuzzy head, then a second fuzzy head which the parents stopped feeding and eaglet picked on, that eventual death was incredibly heartbreaking to me, all of it, so many of invested in this family at that time...I stopped watching for a week as it was just to hard to accept that nature has it's own agenda. I got sick and was laid up in bed and you were on my mind so I got back into watching your sweet litle life...then came the live food in to the nest. Oh I couldn't watch what was happening but couldn't stop watching. My heart raced, I yelled out at momma, I was so fearful you would do what you are naturally made to do and take that little fuzzy bobble head down, but you didn't. You accepted her nuzzle into your bigger feathered side and you loved it. You loved her Junior from the very beginning, I felt it. Then momma fell in love and shortly thereafter dad. You four made the sweetest blended family and I was overjoyed to witness this most magical (to us) event unfold right in front of our eyes. How lucky for us...what a gift. Grateful for every moment that I had with you. I am so sorry that you were the reminder of how negative human impact affects the wild in the most tragic ways. I am sorry that your beautiful life was taken so needlessly just as you were learning to fly free...it's so unfair.
I am so so so so sorry.